When you were here beforeCouldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I WISH I WAS SPECIAL
You're so fucking special



But I'm a creep
I'm a  w e i r d o 
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts

I want to have CONTROL

I want a PERFECT BODY

I want a PERFECT SOUL

I want you to notice when I'm not around
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell I'm doing here?
I don't belong here

She's running out the door
She's running out
She runs runs runs

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
I don't belong here